tarikh bersejarah utk anak aku...Shazia Naazneen
pada aku, hari yg xkan pernah aku lupakan...sbb aku menanggung kesakitan yg amat sangat..
aku x sangka sakit kali ni x 'seindah' masa sakit melahirkan sharul...kali ni aku bersalin tanpa pain killer..
sehari sebelum 22hb, aku pergi kerja seperti biasa, masuk meeting dan buat kerja mcm biasa..finally petang tu, aku mohon bos tandatangan borang cuti rehat aku yg aku rancang 5 days in advance ( EDD 28hb )
aku planned dgn En Nas nak balik Rawang lepas tengah hari 23hb..En Nas minta aku tunggu sekejap while dia ada urusan penting pagi tu.kononnya nak ambil half day la tu..
22hb 3.20 am..
tiba2 aku tersedar dari tdo sbb terasa sakit senggugut yg agak teruk....aku mmg tengok jam sbb nak monitor kadar kesakitan aku sekerap mana..
3.50 am terasa sakit lagi...ku fikir 100x nak balik rawang sekarang atau tgh hari?
lagi jam 4.15 aku rasa sakit....terus dan bangun dan mandi, bersihkan diri,bersedia utk masuk spital..aku kejutkan En Nas dari tdo....and off we went to rumah rawang at 4 am ++
dalam perjalanan ke rumah rawang, aku rasa contraction almost every 5 minutes and I was sure masa utk bersalin telah tiba..ntah2 x sempat sampai rumah..terus ke hospital....and I was right!
nasib baik jalan clear...kereta x byk
En Nas sempat isi minyak kat Subang sebelum meneruskan perjalanan...kalau x isi minyak, naik ambulans la aku..
mmg x sempat balik rumah...masuk lebuhraya LATAR je, aku suruh En Nas terus ke Hospital Selayang..
kami sampai hospital jam 5 am ++..mmg sampai2, doktor cek..dah buka 7 cm.aku masih menahan contraction yg datang sekejap2 tu....masuk labour room terus..nasib baik x ramai org.sunyi sepi aku rasakan di dewan bersalin tu..
the most painful feeling yg pernah aku tanggung kot..x blh nak describe further...fobia.. cukup sakit aku rasakan ni kali terakhir nak beranak kot...tapi kita x tahu masa depan apa yg ditentukan Allah..
baby selamat dilahirkan pada 6am..yg aku suka sgt, En Nas dipanggil utk menyaksikan delivery...mmg aku nak dia tgk mcm mana reaksi aku menahan sakit..biar dia boleh gambarkan perasaan aku..biar mata dia berat memandang, sbb berat lagi bahu aku memikulnya...hahah
tapi aku intai2 gak dlm kesakitan tu, mata dia sibuk memandang baby, bukannya muka aku yg separuh mati ni...tapi xpe la.mungkin dia x sanggup tgk muka aku yg menahan sakit tu..
aku ingat sakit sampai tu saja..rupanya masa menjahit ......aku rasa doktor lupa bg pain killer kot..sbb aku dpt rasa setiap detik jarum dan benang masuk ke lapisan badan aku..dah la lama dia jahit tu, mcm sedang belajar menjahit pun ada...adoi! sabar je la
akhirnya it ended...aku pun sampai ke wad jam 7.30 am..pagi yg lega bg aku...lega sgt2..I needed rest..dan x sabar utk menerima lawatan family tersayang...
Daisypath Friendship tickers
Friday, February 24, 2012
Monday, February 6, 2012
Family gathering di rumah Acu
ni aktiviti yg mak suka...makan2 especially kalau menunya BBQ. nasi mmg aku x pandang la kalau ada mashed potato dan coaslaw.
adik hampir tersungkur...hehehe
hampir semua jemputan dah sampai
me at 37 weeks
arrival
acara bako-membako oleh Uncle Mie
acara makan-makan
wancik ada buat kek yg sedap sempena birthday Acu si tuan rumah
adik hampir tersungkur...hehehe
hampir semua jemputan dah sampai
me at 37 weeks
arrival
acara bako-membako oleh Uncle Mie
acara makan-makan
wancik ada buat kek yg sedap sempena birthday Acu si tuan rumah
Friday, February 3, 2012
TOP 6 the GREATEST feelings ever !
based on my experience
6. When your baby@toddler come to u and give u a sincere hug when u never asked him to.or when he calls you as sweet as he can be.that means it really comes from his heart. .shahrul do that sometimes.
5. Bila tengok dalam akaun bank, ada duit claim yang masuk, especially bila duit tu masuk lebih awal dari what u expect.mula la memuji pekerja kat bahagian kewangan tu efisien. of course u must expect duit claim tu akan masuk because that's your right money. tapi yang bestnya bila x dijangka bila kemasukannya.rasa lega that u don't have to deal with bahagian kewangan if duit never masuk pun dalam akaun.
4. When you're going to pay for the item that you really want within your budget, tiba2 sampai kat cashier, ada DISCOUNT atau pun SALE that you're not aware of..wow!
3. When your love ones (hubby @ parents @ siblings) give you CASH instead of gifts that probably you just LIKE. boleh la berangan2 nak beli something that u LOVE with that cash.
2. When you really miss having a baby.....
the best feeling when you see the second line, walaupun x seterang the first line on the home pregnancy test. rasa macam nak borong semua home pregnancy test yg ada kat kedai and repeat the test all over again.
1. Apabila seorang lelaki asked your hand in marriage..tak semestinya dengan ayat yang tersusun berbunga2..tapi cukup sekadar apa yang dilakukan is going towards it.the thought of that someone is willing to LIVE with you the rest of HIS life really is the greatest feeling ever. ayat " ada jugak orang nak kat aku" really has a deep meaning, you know. if you think about the real meaning of "aku terima nikahnya...." in Islam, you'll be really touched (emo sekejap)
6. When your baby@toddler come to u and give u a sincere hug when u never asked him to.or when he calls you as sweet as he can be.that means it really comes from his heart. .shahrul do that sometimes.
5. Bila tengok dalam akaun bank, ada duit claim yang masuk, especially bila duit tu masuk lebih awal dari what u expect.mula la memuji pekerja kat bahagian kewangan tu efisien. of course u must expect duit claim tu akan masuk because that's your right money. tapi yang bestnya bila x dijangka bila kemasukannya.rasa lega that u don't have to deal with bahagian kewangan if duit never masuk pun dalam akaun.
4. When you're going to pay for the item that you really want within your budget, tiba2 sampai kat cashier, ada DISCOUNT atau pun SALE that you're not aware of..wow!
3. When your love ones (hubby @ parents @ siblings) give you CASH instead of gifts that probably you just LIKE. boleh la berangan2 nak beli something that u LOVE with that cash.
2. When you really miss having a baby.....
the best feeling when you see the second line, walaupun x seterang the first line on the home pregnancy test. rasa macam nak borong semua home pregnancy test yg ada kat kedai and repeat the test all over again.
1. Apabila seorang lelaki asked your hand in marriage..tak semestinya dengan ayat yang tersusun berbunga2..tapi cukup sekadar apa yang dilakukan is going towards it.the thought of that someone is willing to LIVE with you the rest of HIS life really is the greatest feeling ever. ayat " ada jugak orang nak kat aku" really has a deep meaning, you know. if you think about the real meaning of "aku terima nikahnya...." in Islam, you'll be really touched (emo sekejap)
so proud of u my fren
yesterday met up with an old friend of mine for few minutes. I bought something from her so we met up at the office for cash on delivery.
we updated each other while she waits for her office driver to go back to Melaka, where she lives and works.
I asked her about her other job. I had a guess of what she is up to and I was right. She's going to open her own bussiness in veterinary and MAYBE soon to quit being a government servant.
hei, that's my dream job (not exactly to be what she's going to be) but I would like having my own bussiness only that it's not in veterinary.
but I don't have the money, the guts, and the confidence. so I shall stay being a government servant... : (
lagipun En Nas never supports me to jump into bussiness because I don't have what it takes to be a bussiness woman.
sejujurnya aku jeles that she makes extra money (banyak pulak tu, I expect) but she deserves it..she works hard every day and night, even on weekends. that is something I may not do.
so to my friend (u know who u are) I wish u good luck with your new career. enjoy : )
we updated each other while she waits for her office driver to go back to Melaka, where she lives and works.
I asked her about her other job. I had a guess of what she is up to and I was right. She's going to open her own bussiness in veterinary and MAYBE soon to quit being a government servant.
hei, that's my dream job (not exactly to be what she's going to be) but I would like having my own bussiness only that it's not in veterinary.
but I don't have the money, the guts, and the confidence. so I shall stay being a government servant... : (
lagipun En Nas never supports me to jump into bussiness because I don't have what it takes to be a bussiness woman.
sejujurnya aku jeles that she makes extra money (banyak pulak tu, I expect) but she deserves it..she works hard every day and night, even on weekends. that is something I may not do.
so to my friend (u know who u are) I wish u good luck with your new career. enjoy : )
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Salvatore Ferragamo vs NOSE
dalam hati : Alaa...kalau aku pakai Chanel original harga RM8,000 pun ada orang nak percaya ke? lebih baik duit tu simpan dalam bank, buat modal bisnes satu hari nanti.
bukan niat nak berlagak.tapi lately ni asyik obses dgn handbag dan kasut berjenama high class.my taste is like Chanel and Dior for handbag dan Salvatore Ferragamo for shoes.takkan 'pembawaan' baby kot.sebab sebelum ni x obses pun.na mungkin.
aku kerap ambil cuti rehat dan lepak di rumah Mak kat rawang, so banyak masa di rumah sbb x larat nak berjalan keluar.so aku kerap browse shopping website like mudah.my dan blogspot yang menjual designer bags and shoes. 3 jenama ni je yg aku berkenan. sampai aku bernekad by the time umur aku 40 tahun, aku akan beli sebijik Chanel dan sebijik Dior.aku rasa aku boleh sbb simpanan aku tiap2 bulan agak byk, sampai duit gaji pun tinggal cukup2 makan lepas tolak simpanan.
honestly, kalau aku mampu beli pun, aku x rasa aku akan beli sbb fortunately minda aku berfikiran anything that cost more than RM1,000, baik aku beli barang kemas 916.tapi tu dulu kot.sekarang RM1,000 dapat cincin atau gelang nipis je.
sekarang aku masih obses membeli belah di alam maya. mula2 barang untuk baby.tapi skrg dah mula beli barang untuk koleksi diri sendiri.sebelum ni aku jenis yang akan membeli yang baru kalau yang lama dah rosak dan buruk.tapi skrg, main beli je asal cantik di mata.bila nak pakai ntah x tau.seingat aku ada 1 set handbag dan kasut Carlo Rino yang aku beli belum dipakai lagi.rasanya aku akan jual beg tu sbb warnanya x sesuai dgn aku.tersangat la merah mak ngah.rugi kan?
bila gaji bulan ni dah nak habis, mula la minta dgn En Nas, pemegang amanah duit ASB yang aku keluarkan tahun lepas. I think it's good that I let him keep MY MONEY. aku anggap tu duit 'invisible' aku. di masa2 sesakmacam nak bayar barang yg aku shop online ni, boleh la aku pakai.hehehe
so kesimpulannya, aku mmg x mampu beli jenama2 seperti yang aku idamkan walaupun harga di negara lain maybe x semahal di Malaysia.buat masa ni aku boleh beli affordable brands je like NOSE, Vincci, Voir...untuk memenuhi nafsu shopping aku yang menjadi2 ni.
P/S : weekend lepas pergi Amcorp Mall, ada jual kasut Salvatore Ferragamo harga RM2200. terus letak balik, x payah nak tanya ada size ke x. kalau harga RM220, aku terus rembat.
bukan niat nak berlagak.tapi lately ni asyik obses dgn handbag dan kasut berjenama high class.my taste is like Chanel and Dior for handbag dan Salvatore Ferragamo for shoes.takkan 'pembawaan' baby kot.sebab sebelum ni x obses pun.na mungkin.
aku kerap ambil cuti rehat dan lepak di rumah Mak kat rawang, so banyak masa di rumah sbb x larat nak berjalan keluar.so aku kerap browse shopping website like mudah.my dan blogspot yang menjual designer bags and shoes. 3 jenama ni je yg aku berkenan. sampai aku bernekad by the time umur aku 40 tahun, aku akan beli sebijik Chanel dan sebijik Dior.aku rasa aku boleh sbb simpanan aku tiap2 bulan agak byk, sampai duit gaji pun tinggal cukup2 makan lepas tolak simpanan.
honestly, kalau aku mampu beli pun, aku x rasa aku akan beli sbb fortunately minda aku berfikiran anything that cost more than RM1,000, baik aku beli barang kemas 916.tapi tu dulu kot.sekarang RM1,000 dapat cincin atau gelang nipis je.
sekarang aku masih obses membeli belah di alam maya. mula2 barang untuk baby.tapi skrg dah mula beli barang untuk koleksi diri sendiri.sebelum ni aku jenis yang akan membeli yang baru kalau yang lama dah rosak dan buruk.tapi skrg, main beli je asal cantik di mata.bila nak pakai ntah x tau.seingat aku ada 1 set handbag dan kasut Carlo Rino yang aku beli belum dipakai lagi.rasanya aku akan jual beg tu sbb warnanya x sesuai dgn aku.tersangat la merah mak ngah.rugi kan?
bila gaji bulan ni dah nak habis, mula la minta dgn En Nas, pemegang amanah duit ASB yang aku keluarkan tahun lepas. I think it's good that I let him keep MY MONEY. aku anggap tu duit 'invisible' aku. di masa2 sesak
so kesimpulannya, aku mmg x mampu beli jenama2 seperti yang aku idamkan walaupun harga di negara lain maybe x semahal di Malaysia.buat masa ni aku boleh beli affordable brands je like NOSE, Vincci, Voir...untuk memenuhi nafsu shopping aku yang menjadi2 ni.
P/S : weekend lepas pergi Amcorp Mall, ada jual kasut Salvatore Ferragamo harga RM2200. terus letak balik, x payah nak tanya ada size ke x. kalau harga RM220, aku terus rembat.
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